The mechanic

Not the friendliest guy, I’ll tell it to you straight. If you’re fucked up, I can relate — I’m not talking down to you from anywhere. I’m harsh because I know what you’re capable of — if you want it.
A mother with borderline personality disorder. A father who took his own life. I started martial arts to gain confidence. Now, after 25 years, I stick with it to share what I learned and to save other men time.
I’m here to give you the skills to move through the dark, messed-up places that sabotage us when they aren’t addressed. These tools help you gain balance and control of your nervous system so you can release pain and reclaim your energy.
“We are not the past when we choose to be present.”
What this is: a maintenance manual. Emotions treated like the check-engine light — real, mechanical, fixable by the owner with the right ten minutes. Chinese medicine mapped this out two thousand years ago; I’m translating it for modern men with modern problems. The Huns aren’t attacking our villages — this piece-of-shit lifestyle is. If you want change, you’ve got to learn to move with it.
What this isn’t: therapy, medicine, or a lineage you’re joining. I claim no title and no transmission. I’m a guy with a shop who’s worked on his own engine long enough to know where the bolts are.
The rule of the shop: every wound gets a drill. Nothing sticks to a man who knows how to move.
There are five more rules. They’re free — they live inside your garage, and running the check opens one for you.
I build motion-capture anatomy software for a living — the 3D bodies on this site are mine, built on ARC³.
Educational movement instruction, not medical or mental-health treatment. Chinese medicine’s organ–emotion associations are presented as tradition and as a lens for attention — not as biomedical claims. This practice complements care; it never replaces it. If you are in crisis, contact emergency services or a crisis line.